homesick~

yeong kai went back 2 bm dy~
i juz said take care 2 him~
cz i dun knw wat cn i do 2 him~
i juz try my best 2 give all my concern 2 him~
i hope he cn recover as soon as possible~
jia you ya~
i really worry about him~
cz he's my best best friend in my heart~
hehe~


still hav 2 weeks cn go back dy~
den i cn c all my family members~
daddy,mummy,bro n sis...
n my cute nephew~~~
so sweet~
i love u all~
so muz wait me come back ya~


erm~
2day~
lecturer talk her experience 2 us~
she said tat~
science marine is out of her choice~
den she totally wat is"sains samudera"~
she find out dictionary~
den she try 2 change courses~
but she failed~
den wat she can do~
she juz put a lot of afford den try 2 love dis courses~
i feel tat my situation is same v her~
although dis courses is one of my choice~
cz i totally dun knw wat is sains samudera also~
cz dis courses is my tuition teacher(k.k.leong) choose 4 me 1~
ya~
i din consider seriously~
dis is my false~
i'm kiddin 2 my future~
my mum said~
watever wat courses i choose~
she wil always support me~nw she satisfied dy~
but i really feel sry 2 my mummy~
i wil try 2 love dis courses~
i wil graduate v fiz class~
mummy~
i wouldnt let u 2 disappointed again~


hey~
i get A in my canoe test~
61/70~
so proud~~~
hehe~
but d negative impact is i change dy~
change ugly lo~become dark n strong~
like a man~
i dun wan la~
cz i hope i can be a lady also~
but when i pass d test~
i feel anything i do is got its value~
at least i hav dis experience~
hey~i hav canoe licence le~
hehe~


ltr it i wil concentrate in buddha society~
i knw sum ppl consider tat buddha society is borin~
but buddha society cn give me d "home" feeling~
if compare 2 chinese club~
can i complaint???
i totally dun knw wat d chinese club doin~
feel so bored~
they(i mean d senior) can played by themself den they can felt so high at thr~
they din think wat our feelin~
i feel tat they r so crazy~
compare 2 buddha club~
they totally knw tat wat of my thinkin~
many ppl also cn felt tat den cn cried at thr~
cn u imagine???
cz i knw they'r very miss their family~


so it's cn c tat who is more concern about junior~
dis is my opinion~
i din care who arent agree v me~
i juz wan follow my feelin n my thinkin~
i dun wan influence by others~
cz every1 hav their thinkin also~
i'm not easy tat share my thinkin 2 all my fren~
cz i think tat i dun nid ppl try 2 understand wat i'm thinkin nw~
i can understand myself~
tat is enough~

Miss all my family n frenz so much~~~

in umt(university malaysia terengganu)nw~
when i went 2 terengganu~
i feel "shen bu de"~
cz i felt quite suffer 2 leave my family,frenz,n him~
i knw my mum worry about me~
in bus~
we chat so many secret tat we never chat b4~
i juz said tat~
mum~
u r d most important person in my heart~
always love u~


hehe~
actually so fun in umt lo~
cz cn go 2 beach anytime~
n my senior treat me so nice~
wow~
but unlucky~
i same room v ckoon~
so noisy~
i cant endure it~
but i wil try my best~
although i always complaint her v my frenz~


sumtime~
i wil miss him 4 a while~
i dun knw y~
when i miss him~
i wil call him n chat wit him~
i knw its time 2 give up dy~
but i cant control lo~
hehe~
i wil wait him~
until he has girlfrenz~
many ppl scold me too stupid~
but i wil follow my feeling~
wow~
so relax nw~
cz i cn enjoy my uni life~
although~
i dun understand d topic at all~
but i willing 2 work hard~
erm~
i wil when i believe~
jia you~